xxsakurasanxx

i sat there watching waiting for you . listening to every song i knew , i just have to keep looking out the window. my heart beats faster , my minds all a mess , the butterflys fly inside. hearing your voice makes me more happy than i could have imagined a bad moment turned to good. an iced coffee in one hand the other on the keys, spilling my heart and all there is to hear or feel. the rain patters gently on the roof , a soft sillouet to my beating heart. soon i will hear yours next to mine. safe, i am safe . here, i am here . can my soul cry for joy anymore than it has now , i do not know , time will tell

iv been thinking about alot of things that have happened recently . i wonder now that i have graduated high school and moved out to live with my sister and brother , will i be a different person in the future or stay the same . i guess i will never know. i find myself wondering stuff like this frequently. hmm i want to write music , i think i will. one of my desires is to learn guitar,i hope i can learn fast so i can pour my soul into something i love, like drawing or painting or alas even singing. who knows the future will only tell <3

last night i was thinking to myself about everything that has happened to me resently . i have decided to take a new view on life. why is it that so many people throw love away the moment they seem to get it . i try to understand this but alas i have failed once again. peobably because of my simple take on life . i may never know